What an eventful last few months!!! (not)
BOB and I are still friends despite any fights and me on many occassions telling him that I cannot be friends with him coz i am too selfish. But things are cool in most ways. POPPIE and I do talk to each other now when we see each other, major relief!!! It has taken a big burden off my shoulders and I am glad the air is cleared and we can all move on with our lives!!!!
I have met sum interesting people and have made sum new friends and sum enemies too!!!! Wednesday Night Karaoke at Embargos is no longer on, so Thursday nights are my outing nights now... LOL. At the same place, same entertainment, just a different day!
I made contact with an old flame of mine a few days ago, and he seems keen on meeting up again (his suggestion not mine) he was really an amazing person back then, and he seems to be even better now! We will just call him Will for now. 3 Years old than me is a good age gap.
I have been feeling a lot like Bridget Jones lately... Sad isnt it ?? :)
Maybe Will and I will start spending more time together and who know what could happen from there.
Back to work now.
Adeus....
Thursday, September 25, 2008
Friday, June 20, 2008
Getting back on track
We are close to the end of June 2008, already half way through the year! Where did time go?
Often people say they have been so busy and time just flew right passed them, but I can honestly say that I have not being so busy and time just shot right by! In a sense I should be happy that time has flown so fast, as I have been going through a very difficult patch. But on a good note, I am on the mend and have a brand new outlook on life!
I have met some lovely people and I am still very much enjoying going out and singing my lungs out at KARAOKE! I do however miss the days of playing pool and just chilling a bit.... NOT THAT I WILL EVER STOP MY WEDNESDAY OUTINGS. This cold weather we have been experiencing won't put a stop to it either! LOL.
I have been giving serious consideration to my quitting smoking, as it is far too expensive and I hate the after effects!!!! I am also hoping this will lead me in the right direction to meeting Mr Wow-Factor Right! But as mentioned before in my previous postings, there is a major lack of men in this area! (Well, decent men that is)
I have a new lease on life and have decided that I am not going to let anything break me down anymore, and I will still be holding out for my hero.
Often people say they have been so busy and time just flew right passed them, but I can honestly say that I have not being so busy and time just shot right by! In a sense I should be happy that time has flown so fast, as I have been going through a very difficult patch. But on a good note, I am on the mend and have a brand new outlook on life!
I have met some lovely people and I am still very much enjoying going out and singing my lungs out at KARAOKE! I do however miss the days of playing pool and just chilling a bit.... NOT THAT I WILL EVER STOP MY WEDNESDAY OUTINGS. This cold weather we have been experiencing won't put a stop to it either! LOL.
I have been giving serious consideration to my quitting smoking, as it is far too expensive and I hate the after effects!!!! I am also hoping this will lead me in the right direction to meeting Mr Wow-Factor Right! But as mentioned before in my previous postings, there is a major lack of men in this area! (Well, decent men that is)
I have a new lease on life and have decided that I am not going to let anything break me down anymore, and I will still be holding out for my hero.
Monday, May 19, 2008
The Past Month and a Half
Well, well...... its been ages since I last entered a blog on the site.... Lots of things to say... but not sure how to put it down in words....
Over this passed month and a half I have learned that I HAD many fake friends who used me and abused my love and friendship for them. BOB and his blonde POPPIE (who used to be a dear and close friend of mine) decided to hide and lie about the fact that they were sleeping together: I was and still am in a lot of ways LIVID... But decided to keep the friendship between me and BOB because he eventually grew the balls to talk about it. As for POPPIE, she still up until this day has not tried to talk to me about it like the coward that she is, and so there is NO WAY IN HELL I will ever be friends with her again... I would rather be lonely... But I will say that at the moment I have a wonderful group of friends who have stuck by me through thick and thin, and good days and bad days and I will treasure those people for ever....
Well on to happier and better things... Karaoke is back on Wednesday nights @ Embargo's from 20:00 til 00:00, and this I hope will be a way of meeting new people and seeing some familiar faces... So Capetonians, if you are looking for something to do please joins us. EMBARGO'S, GLENCAIRN, BY THE SOUTHERN RIGHT HOTEL...
Well, I better sign off... Maybe add more on later today..
Adeus
Over this passed month and a half I have learned that I HAD many fake friends who used me and abused my love and friendship for them. BOB and his blonde POPPIE (who used to be a dear and close friend of mine) decided to hide and lie about the fact that they were sleeping together: I was and still am in a lot of ways LIVID... But decided to keep the friendship between me and BOB because he eventually grew the balls to talk about it. As for POPPIE, she still up until this day has not tried to talk to me about it like the coward that she is, and so there is NO WAY IN HELL I will ever be friends with her again... I would rather be lonely... But I will say that at the moment I have a wonderful group of friends who have stuck by me through thick and thin, and good days and bad days and I will treasure those people for ever....
Well on to happier and better things... Karaoke is back on Wednesday nights @ Embargo's from 20:00 til 00:00, and this I hope will be a way of meeting new people and seeing some familiar faces... So Capetonians, if you are looking for something to do please joins us. EMBARGO'S, GLENCAIRN, BY THE SOUTHERN RIGHT HOTEL...
Well, I better sign off... Maybe add more on later today..
Adeus
Thursday, March 27, 2008
Boy, was I WRONG!!
Well, my birthday came and went, had my family come round and visit (well at least a few of them).... Just another day.... At least BOB made an effort to come home early from his long weekend to surprise me, which to me was SOOO SPECIAL :) Thanks BOB, you are my best friend... mwah
In my last entry I mentioned that I was interested in this one guy and since that time I realised what a selfish pratt he really is. I am so tired of fake people. I normally make friends with people quite easily, and this "man" told me he is the sort of person who will be there for their friends no matter what, well he proved himself wrong completely. Next time I will take to heart what my friends tell me. Needless to say, I will be getting a lot of " I TOLD YOU SO'S"
Still enjoying my Wednesday outings, its a lot of fun, although last night I was strangely tired, and easily angered. Some stupid guys on a "testosterone high" decided they were going to arm wrestle at our table, and by doing so spilt their drinks and ours all over the place. After asking them several times to refrain from doing that, I eventually had to ask the bouncer to give them a warning. Selfish buggers....
Whats new in my life??? Not too much, had 2 wisdom teeth pulled on the 19th March, very painful indeed.... Got some nice presents for my birthday and some wonderful phone calls and text messages from people I least expected to contact me (thanks coreltree) and thats pretty much it!
Well i supposed, duty calls, better get back to the grindstone before my ass gets fired!!
Adeus....
In my last entry I mentioned that I was interested in this one guy and since that time I realised what a selfish pratt he really is. I am so tired of fake people. I normally make friends with people quite easily, and this "man" told me he is the sort of person who will be there for their friends no matter what, well he proved himself wrong completely. Next time I will take to heart what my friends tell me. Needless to say, I will be getting a lot of " I TOLD YOU SO'S"
Still enjoying my Wednesday outings, its a lot of fun, although last night I was strangely tired, and easily angered. Some stupid guys on a "testosterone high" decided they were going to arm wrestle at our table, and by doing so spilt their drinks and ours all over the place. After asking them several times to refrain from doing that, I eventually had to ask the bouncer to give them a warning. Selfish buggers....
Whats new in my life??? Not too much, had 2 wisdom teeth pulled on the 19th March, very painful indeed.... Got some nice presents for my birthday and some wonderful phone calls and text messages from people I least expected to contact me (thanks coreltree) and thats pretty much it!
Well i supposed, duty calls, better get back to the grindstone before my ass gets fired!!
Adeus....
Friday, March 14, 2008
IT"S CRAZY
Life is a crazy thing! I have decided to put myself out there more and experience life a bit. I am enjoying my girls nights on a Wednesday night, and my friend and I decided that we going to have more than just the one night a week, why shouldn't we :) I have met some wonderful people and made some new friends by doing this.... its amazing!
I think I have met someone who seems to be a really nice guy (except for the fact that he is after my friend and not me), he has a really nice smile and seems to know just what to say and knows just the right way to hug or hold or place his hand on you.... The horrid thing is that I can't stop thinking of his smile... For someone who has been through as much as he has, it is truly amazing... I often think to myself that I hope I find someone who is like that with me.... Just 9 days until my birthday..... time is ticking......
I find that I am not the only one in the situation of being "lonely" or living the single life, but most people enjoy the freedom, where as I wish I had someone to share life with. Both my sisters are in serious relationships (the one married and the other engaged), they both have children too. So I also feel like i am falling behind... I know my time will come but when???? LOL
'til next time, CIAO....
I think I have met someone who seems to be a really nice guy (except for the fact that he is after my friend and not me), he has a really nice smile and seems to know just what to say and knows just the right way to hug or hold or place his hand on you.... The horrid thing is that I can't stop thinking of his smile... For someone who has been through as much as he has, it is truly amazing... I often think to myself that I hope I find someone who is like that with me.... Just 9 days until my birthday..... time is ticking......
I find that I am not the only one in the situation of being "lonely" or living the single life, but most people enjoy the freedom, where as I wish I had someone to share life with. Both my sisters are in serious relationships (the one married and the other engaged), they both have children too. So I also feel like i am falling behind... I know my time will come but when???? LOL
'til next time, CIAO....
Monday, March 10, 2008
When Will I Be Floating On a Cloud?
The other day,I was taking a walk through our local mall, and I see all the couples holding hands, young moms and dads pushing prams, stealing that innocent kiss when they think no one is looking and i made me wonder, "When will that be me?"
I still think about it constantly, but I don't allow myself to be saddened by it, as I know that one day I will have it. In a matter of 10 days I will be turning 25, so I am hoping that my time will be soon. I must admit that I am a bit scared of what is out there, and how soon do you start trusting someone? I feel so awful, a friend of mine was going to come through and take me out for lunch about 2 weeks ago, and I had to cancel due to being sick and I haven't heard from him since... I just wish he would contact me again. Should I wait for him to call or should I call him?
The other night, I decided to ask my ex Bob to join me at Embargos in Simons Town with my friend (normally our ladies night), and I have now vowed never to do it again, I was never made to feel so cheap as he made me feel that night, he treated me with such disrespect over me dancing with someone, after he had made it clear that he would come with me, but we were not going as a date or anything so I was fine with that, then wow, did that turn around and bite me in the ass! Thankfully, we have sorted things out for now, but I really wish that he would start treating me with a bit of respect.
So guys out there, if you are reading this and you stay in Simons Town or in the areas surrounding Simons Town, you should go to Embargos on a Wednesday night from 20:30 (nights that my friends and I are there) or on a Thursday night from 20:30.
Better round this off! Until the next time I need to vent! xxxxx
I still think about it constantly, but I don't allow myself to be saddened by it, as I know that one day I will have it. In a matter of 10 days I will be turning 25, so I am hoping that my time will be soon. I must admit that I am a bit scared of what is out there, and how soon do you start trusting someone? I feel so awful, a friend of mine was going to come through and take me out for lunch about 2 weeks ago, and I had to cancel due to being sick and I haven't heard from him since... I just wish he would contact me again. Should I wait for him to call or should I call him?
The other night, I decided to ask my ex Bob to join me at Embargos in Simons Town with my friend (normally our ladies night), and I have now vowed never to do it again, I was never made to feel so cheap as he made me feel that night, he treated me with such disrespect over me dancing with someone, after he had made it clear that he would come with me, but we were not going as a date or anything so I was fine with that, then wow, did that turn around and bite me in the ass! Thankfully, we have sorted things out for now, but I really wish that he would start treating me with a bit of respect.
So guys out there, if you are reading this and you stay in Simons Town or in the areas surrounding Simons Town, you should go to Embargos on a Wednesday night from 20:30 (nights that my friends and I are there) or on a Thursday night from 20:30.
Better round this off! Until the next time I need to vent! xxxxx
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
The Ex and the Jealousy
Well, finally the tables have turned on me. I just start getting my life on track, and it ends up making others very unhappy with me, namely my ex. Who know is my best friend. (Awkward, isn't it?)
We broke up about two and a half years ago, and it has taken me a long time to get over him. He had moved on by having things with other woman countless times, and to this day I have only kissed 2 other ppl since we called it quits.
He keeps telling me that I must move on and make my life happy for myself yet when I meet other guys and I talk to them through various communication things such as mxit or facebook, or meeting a person in the flesh, I am immediately given the third degree and I am treated with absolutely no respect ( like being told that I am already messing with the guy when I haven't even had a chance to go on a first date!) I miss having someone in my life but if this continues, then no man will want to be with me. Please don't get me wrong but "Bob" has been really good to me and he has been there for me when my own family couldn't be, but I can't be toyed with like this.
Well, I guess there is no use in carrying on about it. I just wish there was an easy solution to this, the problem is, I will be in a lose lose situation.
So, in the end I have decided to adopt the attitude of "I don't give a crap what anyone else thinks, its time to think of myself for a change"
Speaking of meeting men, in the Fish Hoek/Sun Valley/Noordhoek/Simons Town, Cape Town, South Africa area, there is a serious shortage of men. This I mean that there is a serious shortage of men who have direction in life, who want to find someone special and think of settling down. All the men in these areas are more concerned about missing that important rugby match, forgetting the milk and remembering the beer, and looking where the next easy girl is that they can score with. Sometimes I wish I was born in the same era as my grandmother, at least men back then used to stick around and care for their loved ones!
**** "Bob" (his name was changed to protect his privacy)
We broke up about two and a half years ago, and it has taken me a long time to get over him. He had moved on by having things with other woman countless times, and to this day I have only kissed 2 other ppl since we called it quits.
He keeps telling me that I must move on and make my life happy for myself yet when I meet other guys and I talk to them through various communication things such as mxit or facebook, or meeting a person in the flesh, I am immediately given the third degree and I am treated with absolutely no respect ( like being told that I am already messing with the guy when I haven't even had a chance to go on a first date!) I miss having someone in my life but if this continues, then no man will want to be with me. Please don't get me wrong but "Bob" has been really good to me and he has been there for me when my own family couldn't be, but I can't be toyed with like this.
Well, I guess there is no use in carrying on about it. I just wish there was an easy solution to this, the problem is, I will be in a lose lose situation.
So, in the end I have decided to adopt the attitude of "I don't give a crap what anyone else thinks, its time to think of myself for a change"
Speaking of meeting men, in the Fish Hoek/Sun Valley/Noordhoek/Simons Town, Cape Town, South Africa area, there is a serious shortage of men. This I mean that there is a serious shortage of men who have direction in life, who want to find someone special and think of settling down. All the men in these areas are more concerned about missing that important rugby match, forgetting the milk and remembering the beer, and looking where the next easy girl is that they can score with. Sometimes I wish I was born in the same era as my grandmother, at least men back then used to stick around and care for their loved ones!
**** "Bob" (his name was changed to protect his privacy)
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