The other day,I was taking a walk through our local mall, and I see all the couples holding hands, young moms and dads pushing prams, stealing that innocent kiss when they think no one is looking and i made me wonder, "When will that be me?"
I still think about it constantly, but I don't allow myself to be saddened by it, as I know that one day I will have it. In a matter of 10 days I will be turning 25, so I am hoping that my time will be soon. I must admit that I am a bit scared of what is out there, and how soon do you start trusting someone? I feel so awful, a friend of mine was going to come through and take me out for lunch about 2 weeks ago, and I had to cancel due to being sick and I haven't heard from him since... I just wish he would contact me again. Should I wait for him to call or should I call him?
The other night, I decided to ask my ex Bob to join me at Embargos in Simons Town with my friend (normally our ladies night), and I have now vowed never to do it again, I was never made to feel so cheap as he made me feel that night, he treated me with such disrespect over me dancing with someone, after he had made it clear that he would come with me, but we were not going as a date or anything so I was fine with that, then wow, did that turn around and bite me in the ass! Thankfully, we have sorted things out for now, but I really wish that he would start treating me with a bit of respect.
So guys out there, if you are reading this and you stay in Simons Town or in the areas surrounding Simons Town, you should go to Embargos on a Wednesday night from 20:30 (nights that my friends and I are there) or on a Thursday night from 20:30.
Better round this off! Until the next time I need to vent! xxxxx
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