Boy, was I WRONG!!

Well, my birthday came and went, had my family come round and visit (well at least a few of them).... Just another day.... At least BOB made an effort to come home early from his long weekend to surprise me, which to me was SOOO SPECIAL :) Thanks BOB, you are my best friend... mwah

In my last entry I mentioned that I was interested in this one guy and since that time I realised what a selfish pratt he really is. I am so tired of fake people. I normally make friends with people quite easily, and this "man" told me he is the sort of person who will be there for their friends no matter what, well he proved himself wrong completely. Next time I will take to heart what my friends tell me. Needless to say, I will be getting a lot of " I TOLD YOU SO'S"

Still enjoying my Wednesday outings, its a lot of fun, although last night I was strangely tired, and easily angered. Some stupid guys on a "testosterone high" decided they were going to arm wrestle at our table, and by doing so spilt their drinks and ours all over the place. After asking them several times to refrain from doing that, I eventually had to ask the bouncer to give them a warning. Selfish buggers....

Whats new in my life??? Not too much, had 2 wisdom teeth pulled on the 19th March, very painful indeed.... Got some nice presents for my birthday and some wonderful phone calls and text messages from people I least expected to contact me (thanks coreltree) and thats pretty much it!

Well i supposed, duty calls, better get back to the grindstone before my ass gets fired!!

Adeus....

IT"S CRAZY

Life is a crazy thing! I have decided to put myself out there more and experience life a bit. I am enjoying my girls nights on a Wednesday night, and my friend and I decided that we going to have more than just the one night a week, why shouldn't we :) I have met some wonderful people and made some new friends by doing this.... its amazing!

I think I have met someone who seems to be a really nice guy (except for the fact that he is after my friend and not me), he has a really nice smile and seems to know just what to say and knows just the right way to hug or hold or place his hand on you.... The horrid thing is that I can't stop thinking of his smile... For someone who has been through as much as he has, it is truly amazing... I often think to myself that I hope I find someone who is like that with me.... Just 9 days until my birthday..... time is ticking......

I find that I am not the only one in the situation of being "lonely" or living the single life, but most people enjoy the freedom, where as I wish I had someone to share life with. Both my sisters are in serious relationships (the one married and the other engaged), they both have children too. So I also feel like i am falling behind... I know my time will come but when???? LOL

'til next time, CIAO....

When Will I Be Floating On a Cloud?

The other day,I was taking a walk through our local mall, and I see all the couples holding hands, young moms and dads pushing prams, stealing that innocent kiss when they think no one is looking and i made me wonder, "When will that be me?"

I still think about it constantly, but I don't allow myself to be saddened by it, as I know that one day I will have it. In a matter of 10 days I will be turning 25, so I am hoping that my time will be soon. I must admit that I am a bit scared of what is out there, and how soon do you start trusting someone? I feel so awful, a friend of mine was going to come through and take me out for lunch about 2 weeks ago, and I had to cancel due to being sick and I haven't heard from him since... I just wish he would contact me again. Should I wait for him to call or should I call him?

The other night, I decided to ask my ex Bob to join me at Embargos in Simons Town with my friend (normally our ladies night), and I have now vowed never to do it again, I was never made to feel so cheap as he made me feel that night, he treated me with such disrespect over me dancing with someone, after he had made it clear that he would come with me, but we were not going as a date or anything so I was fine with that, then wow, did that turn around and bite me in the ass! Thankfully, we have sorted things out for now, but I really wish that he would start treating me with a bit of respect.

So guys out there, if you are reading this and you stay in Simons Town or in the areas surrounding Simons Town, you should go to Embargos on a Wednesday night from 20:30 (nights that my friends and I are there) or on a Thursday night from 20:30.

Better round this off! Until the next time I need to vent! xxxxx